quit crapping, get cracking!

quit crapping, get cracking!

katieepop .

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[27 Dec 2004|03:03pm]

Hey,

So, as you know, i never update this thing, mainly because i'm too lazy to even put my thoughts into words, but anyway.

Christmas wasn't too bad, yet it made me realise how boring it actually is for me now i'm older. Whatever happened to the excitement! It annoys me, it annoys me because i know i'm getting older, and in alot of ways i don't think i want that. Since my last post on here i think i've changed my opinions on things and i've become more aware of things that i need to take into consideration, or that i think i NEED to take into consideration.

I'm more confused than EVER about my sexuality at the moment. I mean i know i'm bi, yet i'm questioning myself whether i'm going to go one way or the other, or stay put in the middle. Not meaning to say i'll choose myself, but i'm hoping that something is just going to happen and it'll tell me. I've also realised i'm not such a great person as people say i am, i mean i know i'm kind and all that but there is things about me that i don't like at the moment. I'm selfish and inconsiderate. I don't trust people enough as i should and it doesn't do me any good. I'm going to learn to take people's advice more in the future.

I think there's one more thing, i seem to always wake up early, even though i don't need to, because i always think that time is going to go so quick that i'm going to miss out on things. It's stupid i know but it's like a fucking routine at the moment. It's strange right?

I just want to say thank you so much to my family. I love you so much and i don't appreciate you half as much as i should. Thank you for my presents and keeping me smiling. Bit of a shit thank you at the end there but you get my drift!

I hope you all had a great christmas.

Love xo

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[04 Oct 2004|01:08pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | dead poetic - the dream club murders ]

I was rubbing my eyes alot last night, i can't really remember why i just was and they went all swollen. I thought they'd like go down in the night but NO i wake up this morning and they're worse! I looked like i'd been punched haha. Plus i had to go to work looking like this so i came home early. Thankfully.

I guess most of you realise that i'm so lazy that i never hardly post in here. I think it's like once a month or once every two months i post so yeah i suck at updating. But anyway time's gone by too quick yet not alot has happened. I've become obsessed with alexisonfire and i suggest you do too. I'm seeing them in december and i cannot wait!

Oh i got a new SLR camera which has left me pretty much skint. Well yeah it has left me skint but i love it. I think i might go out with it in a sec 'cause the weather's like so nice. You know when the sun is shining but it's so chilly, it's like that i love it. It's probably like the only thing i love about winter (and christmas).

So yeah, i need to get another job for christmas. I earnt over £2,000 in the summer and i've spent it all =oz (whoops)

I think i'm gonna go out for a bit and clear my head (and take pictures)

katiepop

xoxo

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[30 Aug 2004|10:19pm]

[ mood | confused ]

[ music | underoath - when the sun sleeps ]

I got this thought earlier that i should post so much more on here. But it's the point of whether people will even read this through and ACTUALLY read it and take it in rather than just running through it and not taken a blind bit of notice to anything that i've said at all. Because i'm sure there's alot of those people. I'm one who reads it through but then never seems to really comment because i feel like i'd be saying something wrong or whatever. I don't know, i seem so confused about alot of things lately. My boyfriend doesn't seem to want to talk to me, and by putting me on answerphone seems a lovely and kind sign that he cares.

I miss my best friend Debbie so much that it's silly.

I'm fed up with work and when i have a day off, like today, it's like there is heaven. This summer has been so SHIT it's untrue. I thought it would be so wicked, meeting up with Debbie, hanging out with Ollie loads but i havn't even seen him yet, neither Debbie so that didn't really work to plan. I've been going out quite a bit with friends and that and i guess that's the only thing that has seemed to keep me happy through this summer. I know i need to keep my chin up but it gets hard at times when you can't seen to find anything to look to, like for comfort, or safety.

On the other side of things, i think i've almost sorted my photography course and i think it's gonna be so cool to do something that i actually want to do, and experience. I don't think my parents understand why i want to do it, because they think it won't get me anywhere but i mean come on, you know it will. I'd like to do it at gigs, like mixing two things i totally love together, music and photography. I just want to be proud of something i've done in my life, on my own.

katiepopx

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